Recently I've been dreaming every single day. In camp, I look forward to lights off as I want to sleep and dream. None of my dreams made any sense so far, full of lame shits. However, certain dreams made me cry in the middle of the night. I dreamt of my parents, my brother or anyone whom I love.

Sad to say, I've rather live in a good dream forever. I don't wish to wake up to face the harsh reality in life. But life still moves on and I'm contented with the fact that I'm able to live it. As I grow older, I'm getting afraid of aging and the lost of my loved ones eventually.

Make the best out of it, yet so fucking tough. Give me a chance, I'll get back to my childhood and remain there.

I try to make the best out of my two years

Don't worry, I'll be a civilian again!

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I don't feel good... life in army simply sucks

It makes me feel that even if I got a rank, it won't change much.

Because what I really want to be is still a civilian. I still love what

I had been doing before NS. Filming, scriptwriting, directing...

Nevertheless, I'll still work hard despite the fact that life in SISPEC

ain't easy. FUCK IT! For the 3rd sergeant rank, I'll hang on all the way!

I believe I'll grow stronger day by day, achieve what I never thought I could

achieve.

AIM FUCKING HIGH

Biggest Aim: SCS

I must get Silver for my next IPPT

It is not neccessary to pass BOC in BMT to go command sch

However, I must pass in BMT coz I don't want to fail in command sch

Low rope, and other obstacles, please, grant me the strength to clear them

I want to be physically fit and also COMBAT FIT

I hope my army life is memorable in future, I want to be proud of it!

*A MUST TO ACHIEVE, IT WILL BE ACHIEVED*

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My Own Story

There's no such thing as a perfect script, story, film, drama, everything...

Because these are creations of humans, and humans make mistakes

Every mistake is a step to success, I'll see the day of success

I'll never stop learning, everyone should continue learning