Edmund Is Eddy

2012-02-25T02:22:00.002+08:00

We always change, from good to bad, bad to good.
We just keep changing unknowningly.
I'm glad to see some friends changed from bad to good.

2012-02-17T23:54:00.002+08:00

I'm looking forward to TITANIC 3D even more than my own passing-out parade. I failed to cherish and appreciate many things in the past. Due to my immature mindset as a kid, I lost many things unknowningly, which turned out to be nothing except for pure memories. Thanks James Cameron for putting my fav movie back on screen.

2012-01-22T00:29:00.002+08:00

Recently I've been dreaming every single day. In camp, I look forward to lights off as I want to sleep and dream. None of my dreams made any sense so far, full of lame shits. However, certain dreams made me cry in the middle of the night. I dreamt of my parents, my brother or anyone whom I love.

Sad to say, I've rather live in a good dream forever. I don't wish to wake up to face the harsh reality in life. But life still moves on and I'm contented with the fact that I'm able to live it. As I grow older, I'm getting afraid of aging and the lost of my loved ones eventually.

Make the best out of it, yet so fucking tough. Give me a chance, I'll get back to my childhood and remain there.

2011-12-26T13:45:00.002+08:00

I try to make the best out of my two years

Don't worry, I'll be a civilian again!

2011-11-13T13:43:00.000+08:00

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2011-10-30T17:56:00.002+08:00

I don't feel good... life in army simply sucks

It makes me feel that even if I got a rank, it won't change much.

Because what I really want to be is still a civilian. I still love what

I had been doing before NS. Filming, scriptwriting, directing...

Nevertheless, I'll still work hard despite the fact that life in SISPEC

ain't easy. FUCK IT! For the 3rd sergeant rank, I'll hang on all the way!

I believe I'll grow stronger day by day, achieve what I never thought I could

achieve.

AIM FUCKING HIGH

2011-09-18T16:29:00.004+08:00

Biggest Aim: SCS

I must get Silver for my next IPPT

It is not neccessary to pass BOC in BMT to go command sch

However, I must pass in BMT coz I don't want to fail in command sch

Low rope, and other obstacles, please, grant me the strength to clear them

I want to be physically fit and also COMBAT FIT

I hope my army life is memorable in future, I want to be proud of it!

*A MUST TO ACHIEVE, IT WILL BE ACHIEVED*

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2011-09-13T01:48:00.003+08:00

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My Own Story

2011-07-29T03:20:00.006+08:00

There's no such thing as a perfect script, story, film, drama, everything...

Because these are creations of humans, and humans make mistakes

Every mistake is a step to success, I'll see the day of success

I'll never stop learning, everyone should continue learning

2011-07-21T04:09:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, I went to run with my brother. He was doing for his self-training while I was doing my 2.4km test run. I'm glad that after the past few days of running, I am able to maintain a PASS grade for it. However, my timing is not good enough for even a Silver in IPPT. My brother told me that my physical condition is good and I'll definitely get a Silver once I'm in NS. I was touched at that moment, he told me about things to look out for in camp, based on his own experience. Even though he always suan me like a dog, he still treat me as his brother in heart LOL.

I admit that my willpower is fucking shitty, I always felt like giving up halfway even though I still could carry on physically. It's really 'Mind over power' and I believe it applies the same in NS. If you don't have the right mentality, you will be suffering every single day. I know that NS life is pretty shitty but I believe there is a good side of it too. In less than a week, I'll be a monk for a few months and my IC would be gone for almost 2 years. My life definitely changes the moment I stepped into Tekong, from a civilian to a soldier. It's kinda crazy for me as I would never expect myself to hold a gun, throw grenade etc.

But I'll believe in myself mentally. I should be stronger by now as if I'm not, I would not be able to survive in the society as well. I hope NS will make me a better person, even stronger, best is fitter hehe.

Last few days, wish me luck for a good script...

2011-07-15T23:55:00.000+08:00

Creating stories to be shared...

My life...