Yesterday, I went to run with my brother. He was doing for his self-training while I was doing my 2.4km test run. I'm glad that after the past few days of running, I am able to maintain a PASS grade for it. However, my timing is not good enough for even a Silver in IPPT. My brother told me that my physical condition is good and I'll definitely get a Silver once I'm in NS. I was touched at that moment, he told me about things to look out for in camp, based on his own experience. Even though he always suan me like a dog, he still treat me as his brother in heart LOL.

I admit that my willpower is fucking shitty, I always felt like giving up halfway even though I still could carry on physically. It's really 'Mind over power' and I believe it applies the same in NS. If you don't have the right mentality, you will be suffering every single day. I know that NS life is pretty shitty but I believe there is a good side of it too. In less than a week, I'll be a monk for a few months and my IC would be gone for almost 2 years. My life definitely changes the moment I stepped into Tekong, from a civilian to a soldier. It's kinda crazy for me as I would never expect myself to hold a gun, throw grenade etc.

But I'll believe in myself mentally. I should be stronger by now as if I'm not, I would not be able to survive in the society as well. I hope NS will make me a better person, even stronger, best is fitter hehe.

Last few days, wish me luck for a good script...